Paris | Magic Man
You never have to wonder
You never have to ask
hey, is there someone out there for me?
I have tossed away almost everyone away that cares for me and I hate myself again and I’m spiraling down and down and down and just someone please let me talk to them.
someone i have no not yet destroyed and can no longer look at please i need someone
and im sorry
and im so so sorry i am a bad person but please someone listen to me.
how do I say this?
thank you for everything you’ve done for me, such as stepping on broken glass and swallowing poison.
I am sorry you cannot say the same back to me.
you’re right, about everything, like always, I have found myself breaking everything I touch from my mom, to my brother, to my life, to my mind, and, worse of all, to you.
this is not a sweet talk post to win you back, in fact I hope it’s the post we end all the pain I have caused you.
I was very happy with you, though I was greedy and selfish and wanted all of you so bad too quickly, and I found supplements to the you I did not get and, I know, it’s sick. I’m sick. but there is no excuse and I know there isn’t.
however, I am not one to assume anything.. so I do not know if you have decided upon what you wanted to do although I am pretty sure I do.
shall we part ways for good? nod or shake
when you need to cough in an exam but you’ve already coughed like twice so you just sit there suffocating
the sexual tension when u and ur crush are online on fb at the same time and u just stare at their lil green dot
and suddenly you know what gatsby felt like
How To Save A Life - The Fray
what if flies said “hey” every time they flew by your ear